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The
Measuring Stick of Sin May 2004 |
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When I talk to non-believers about Christ they sometimes have a hard time grasping the concept that His death covered all sins, that grace is available to everyone. Sure, it's conceivable that He died for liars, cheaters, adulterers and those who might use the Lord's name in vein. But certainly Christ couldn't have been thinking of murderers, rapists, and kidnappers when He hung on that cross. Those people are really bad and there can't be a place for them in heaven. As many of us are aware, the bible tells us that a sin is a sin and once we have broken one of the laws we are guilty of breaking all of them. It's hard to understand the fact that we are all equally guilty when we measure ourselves against God's perfect standard. It is all to common to measure ourselves horizontally (against each other) and be satisfied then to measure ourselves vertically (against Christ) and realize how much we have failed our God. For people that refuse to believe that anyone can become a Christ follower and enter heaven I use this illustration. Imagine a measuring stick. On the left end is the most righteous person (besides Jesus) that you can think of. Most people would say Mother Theresa. On the right end of the measuring stick put the worst sinner you can think of, maybe someone who rapes and kills children. At what point on the measuring stick does Jesus' blood stop covering sins and where do we fit in? Starting with Mother Theresa we move to the right to say liars, not a big deal, right? We move a little further to cheaters, like in school, still, not a big deal. Then we move on to thieves, just petty thieves. Then to those who struggle with lust, etc. At what point along the measuring stick does Jesus' blood stop covering us? When we get to murder or rape? The facts are this, no where will you find a line of tolerance, a point when God says "No, no, you've gone too far." Those that know God and know His word understand that we are all to the right of the line. The line starts before Mother Theresa and we have all crossed it. Only Christ sits to the left of that line. There is no tolerance of sin, it is an absolute standard that we are all guilty of and there is no sin bigger than a dead Jesus. Christ's death was for all, He never said just some or most. Regardless of sin, if your conversion is sincere, if you have seen the errors of your ways and put your hope in the One who took the penalty you deserved, you will be saved. John 3:16, Romans 10:9 leaves no room for doubt, salvation is available to all. God bless. |
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| Leading
Others to Christ and Keeping Them There August 4, 2003 |
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recently read a book by Ray Comfort titled
"Revival's Golden Key". This book spoke volumes to me about
how to minister to others in a way that will stick with them for the
rest of their lives. You may have made the same mistake I have made in the past when preaching the Gospel. I might see someone who is struggling with all that life has to throw at us and see an opportunity to preach the Good News about Jesus Christ. These seem like great times to let someone know about the peace that Christ can bring to our lives, how God has a great plan for each of our lives and how that plan is perfect. And although all of those things are true if I introduce Christianity to someone who has never heard about Jesus with peace first, I am doing that person a great disservice. The book uses statistics to show that anywhere from 80-90% of those who make a decision to follow Christ no longer have a relationship with Him or are involved in a church within a year. Why? The answer is pretty simple. If I preach to you about the peace and perfect plan for your life that Christ offers at some point you will reach those moments and suddenly there will be no desire for the relationship with Him because life is good. But, if I show someone their absolute need for a Savior then the chances of them staying close to Christ are much greater. It's like telling someone traveling on an airplane to put on a parachute without a good reason. If I am flying on a commercial airplane and the flight attendant says to me "Put on this parachute, it will make your flight more comfortable." My first reaction would probably be, "Yeah right, why would I put on a parachute and make this otherwise comfortable flight uncomfortable, besides people would laugh at me and think I was crazy." But what if the flight attendant said to me "The pilot just told me that this plane is about to crash, if you put on this parachute you will be able to jump out of the airplane and land to safety." I would probably grab that thing so fast and have it on in no time, not caring what anyone else thought or how silly I might look. It's the same thing when we talk about Jesus Christ, if we tell people that having Christ in their life will make them more comfortable they will not see the need for Him, especially long term. If we help them to recognize, like all of us, they are a sinner and therefore have a need for a Savior, the message has a better chance to make sense and stick. How do we tell people they are sinners? It's pretty simple, just go to Exodus 20 and look at the ten commandments. Ask a person if they have ever lied. Most will say yes, but just a few "white" lies. No where in the word of God is there such a thing as a "white" lie, a lie is a lie. Explain to them that even their white lies make them a liar and are therefore in violation of the Law of God. What about stealing? Most of us haven't stolen anything big, but what about small things from work, or cutting corners on our taxes? That is also stealing and on the Day of Judgement we can be assured of the guilty verdict. What about adultery? Christ told us lust is adultery. Tough to find a man not guilty of that at some point in his life. What about murder? Christ said anger at another man is murder in your heart. What about using the Lord's name in vein. The Law says that this violation cannot go unpunished. These are just a few. The facts are this, "there is none righteous, no not one" (Romans 3:10), we are all guilty of sin and according to the Scriptures sin is punishable by eternal death. It is only when you can convince a person of their sin and the punishment that awaits them that you can expect the Good News of Jesus Christ to make sense and sink in. It is then and only then when you can make a person realize it is time to put on the Lord Jesus Christ (the Parachute). Explain how He took the penalty that was intended for them, although He did nothing wrong, He took the pain and suffering by dying on the cross. The just for the unjust. And because of that you now have access to God and His Kingdom. All that Christ asks in return is that you follow Him. Luke 14:27 27 "And anyone who does not carry his cross and follow Me cannot be My disciple." To carry our cross means to be willing to identify publicly with Christ, to put Him on and follow His teachings. Comfort and peace are the fruits of the relationship with Christ, but He also promises us discipline and correction, in an attempt to make us stronger and to build character. Don't make the mistake of telling others Christ is peace and will make your life easy, you would be leading them down the wrong path and without the realization and need for a Savior we could be sending them into eternal death. Notes: I apologize for the long delay in updating. I have been doing my best to stay up with my e-mail, but I think I may have lost quite a few from late April due to my tardiness in responding. If you were waiting for a reply and haven't gotten one please send your e-mail again. Other than that things are going pretty well, arm feels great, just looking for opportunities to serve in the place the Lord has me....God Bless. |
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| Agape,
Is It In You? April 28, 2003 |
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I got to attend church this past Sunday in New Orleans. Not exactly what I was expecting in late April this season, but nevertheless the message spoke to me and I thought I would share it with you. The sermon was given by Bil Gephart, senior pastor at Fellowship Bible Church in Metarie, LA, the first non-denominational bible church I had ever attended back in April of 2002. The message comes from 1 Corinthians 13. Agape is the Greek word for Love. Nelson's Bible Dictionary defines it as "not that it is an unconditional love, but that it is primarily a love of the will rather than the emotions." In this chapter Paul is speaking about spiritual gifts, and how possessing them without love (agape) would be of no value. Pastor Bil spoke of the characteristics of agape love. How many can you check off? Agape is: 1. Patient. That is not only when it comes easy, but having the patience of God. 2. Kind. Not just to those who are kind to you, but to everyone, all the time. 3. Not Envious. Agape love does not envy, is never jealous. 4. Not Boastful or Arrogant. When we possess agape love we realize we are better than no one. 5. Not Rude. Most of can handle this one most of the time, but agape love is not rude all of the time. 6. Not Seeking Your Own. Agape love teaches us that it's not about us, we are not here for ourselves 7. Not Touchy or Irritable. Christianity gives us much peace in our lives and the ability to handle many difficult situations. But do you have a limit as to how much you can take? Agape love, the love God has for you, says no, there is no line we can cross when the love stops. Irritability causes stress and impatience. 8. Doesn't Keep Score. Remembering those who wronged us. I am sure you have just thought of a few. This kind of "accounting" can ruin us, it distorts us. Today's problems are tomorrow's actions. Loving the people we like comes easy to us, but what about the people who have committed injustices against us? Those who possess agape love all equally, friends and foes. Store up your blessings, not the wrongs against you. 9. Rejoices In The Truth. Agape love does not rejoice in other's failures. When things aren't going your way do you delight in the misfortune of others? This can be a real challenge in the sports world. Especially when you are in direct competition with others for roster spots on the team. When we have the love of God in us we experience the pain others are going through when times are tough. Agape: Covers all things. Can be demonstrated in every aspect of our lives. Believes all things, without being naive. Treats potential, not appearance. Hopes all things. Agape gives hope to any situation. Endures all things. No circumstance can triumph over agape love. Never Fails to glorify God and benefit those who demonstrate it. This love, agape, seems almost impossible to possess, at least that is what the world will tell you. How do we tap in to this great love of the will? It is very simple and very attainable. John 15 tells the parable of the Vine and the branches. Jesus is the Vine and we are the branches, without the Vine, the branches wither up, die and become useless. Stay connected to the Vine and you too can possess and exercise agape love. *******Abide in Christ, let the Holy Spirit lead. ***********Christ in you makes all the difference. Notes: Since I have been sent down I have gotten a ton of e-mails, over 200. I promise I will start to chip away at them soon. At first I was discouraged about how my season started off, I was then reminded by two different people of the words in the book of Jeremiah 29:11-13 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart." (NIV) Thanks for all your prayers and support. God Bless!! |
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| The
Testing Of Your Faith March 29, 2003 |
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you ever felt your faith was invincible? That nothing could pull you
away from trusting the God you serve? Spiritually you were right where
you needed to be and nothing could shake that foundation? I had that
attitude and was convinced I was a changed man and there was no looking
back. There was nothing the enemy could do to stop me from trusting
God's plan for my life. For the past 6 weeks I have gone through a major league spring training camp as a child of God, the first time ever for me since I was drafted back in 1994. The experience was a liberating one. No longer was I caught up in pitching results, monetary goals, who I was impressing or how I measured up against the competition. I had made a decision that my career and my life would be one that focused on maximizing the talent the Lord gave me and glorifying Him with it. For once in my career I was trusting God with my life and letting Him lead knowing no matter where He took me, in the majors or the minors, God had a plan for me and that plan was perfect. I trusted that plan. I was actually having fun pitching again, it was no longer a job. Yes, I worked hard, harder than ever probably, but the motivation was different than in years past. Winning? Yes, that will always burn in me and the day it stops is the day I will retire. But now I feel I have an obligation to God to make the most of the pitching ability He intentionally gave me. Once I had taken the focus off myself and my heart was in the right place I felt incredibly freed up to play the game and enjoy the game. I noticed the difference right away. I had become more aggressive on the mound and was seeing the positive results when you take the approach of work hard, let God lead. You can apply this to any area of your life. Then spring training started to wind down, no word yet on where I would begin the season and suddenly that trusting God to lead attitude started to slip away. I was happy with the way my spring training had gone and I was sure I had put myself in a good position to make the team. There had been just a couple of days left and still no word. My patience and trust in the Lord was being tested. I started to focus I what I thought I deserved and not what God was going to give me. As I went through the test another one followed right behind it. The pride test. I was starting to tell myself I deserved a spot on the team. I thought I knew better, but my pride was getting the best of me. There is a difference between holy pride and selfish pride, this was selfish pride. Matthew 17:24 "...If any on you wants to be my follower you must put aside your selfish ambition, shoulder your cross and follow Me." James 1:3 "For when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow." I shared my experience with another brother in Christ. I told him about the tests I had been through in the past couple of days and how they had came back to me marked "F". He understood and agreed but he said something that I thought was pretty neat. He said yeah, they may have come back with F's but they also said on top 'See Me after class.' That was the truth. God never tests our faith and leaves us alone. He is always there to walk us through it every step of the way. It's just another reminder of how He wants us to be dependant on Him for everything in our lives. He let me experience what it was like to go it on my own for a couple of days and I hated the feeling. I was uncomfortable knowing that I had stopped trusting Him and started focusing on what I wanted. The Lord wants us to have desires and there is nothing wrong with asking that our desires be His will for our lives. My mistake came when I suddenly was uncomfortable with the fact that I wasn't getting the answer I wanted and felt I deserved more. This was a really great experience for me. I thought I trusted God with my life no matter what the situation would be but I really didn't. My faith is now stronger because of it. In the end I received the answer I was hoping for, God has allowed me to start the 2003 season as a member of the Texas Rangers. 1 Corinthians 4:7 "What makes you better than anyone else? What do you have that God hasn't given you? And if all that you have is from God, why boast as though you have accomplished something on your own" |
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| Are
You A Child of God? February 26, 2003 |
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from a recent bible study I attended. Who are you? John the Baptist was asked this same question in John1:19-23. His response was very telling. "I am not the Christ.....I am the voice of the one crying out from the wilderness, 'Make straight the way of the Lord.'" Before John the Baptist could say who he was he said who he was not. How do you respond when someone asks "Who are you?" Romans 3:10-12 " as it is written: "None is righteous, no, not one; no one understands, no one seeks for God. All have turned aside, together they have gone wrong; no one does good, not even one." What does that say about us? We are not righteous enough for God so we must be sinners. We are sinners. Romans 3:23 "for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God," Before you can move forward in your faith it is crucial that you understand that you and I are sinners. When you recognize that you are a sinner you'll recognize the need for a Savior. The world wants to tell you that you are not a sinner, the bible is old, it is way off, that can't be for today's times, it was for biblical times so what it says can't be applicable for today. Can you accept the belief that God isn't a visionary, that He didn't know what direction the world was going when he inspired those 66 books? Me neither. It is common today for people to feel they can remove their sin by what they do externally. Their actions will reconcile their mistakes. This is dangerous thinking. Christ teaches us that sin is internal and only He can reconcile. If sin were external than we could justify ourselves by our actions and be made right with God. When we believe this we believe that Jesus died for nothing. Those of us who know God and know His word, know this isn't true. Galatians 2:21 "I do not nullify the grace of God; for if justification were through the law, then Christ died to no purpose." It is by faith and faith alone that we are saved. It is by this same faith in Jesus Christ that we are justified before God and become righteous. This is the only way our sins are forgiven. If I could reconcile my sins with God by the actions I take then Jesus would have never had to hang on that cross and die for me. Trying to justify yourself by your actions takes away from this great work and ultimate sacrifice. So are you a child of God? The world says yes just because you exist. Your existence proves that you are a creation of God, not a child. The believer's response: I am a child of God because of God. God has made this possible for me by the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. Ephesians 2:8-9 "For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, that no one should boast." That may be my new favorite Scripture. It speaks volumes to a large portion of our population. The world has a distorted view of sin, salvation, and what it is to have a relationship with God. These verses should especially speak to those who have what I call "custom made religion." That is, people who build a faith based on what best suits them, some sin is OK, be a generally good person, etc. Unfortunately for them, this kind of thinking has no basis and no home in the Kingdom of God. Notes: I have received many e-mails from people who have said they are praying for me during spring training and that God would allow me to glorify Him through my career. I thank you all for those prayers, it means a lot to me. |
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| Christian
Athletes are Soft September 3, 2002 |
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few years ago a teammate told me if I was having a bad game and I felt
like I needed to intentionally hit somebody to get some frustration out,
"just hit one of the Christian guys, after all he wouldn't do
anything about it". Although I never forgot it, I now realize what
horrible advice that was. Also after last season, I know that just isn't
true, even Christian athletes can be pushed too far. (See:
Detroit/Kansas City brawl 2001) I used to believe the perception that Christian athletes were soft, that they weren't aggressive, not "gamers". I used to say something really dumb and that was, "I wouldn't want 25 Christians on my team, I need some real hard nosed ballplayers and Christians didn't fit that mold." I felt a few Christians in the mix would be good, but a full team just wouldn't get it done. This was of course before I became a Christian and learned what Christianity was all about. I see it totally different now and have noticed as a Christian I have become more of a competitor and more focused on my job. Why? For me it is pretty simple. I used to be motivated by money. Yes, I wanted to win, but a majority of my focus was on doing well so I could get paid. A pretty common motivator amongst athletes. Once I turned my life over to Christ my motivations changed. I no longer put the focus on money and personal success, the focus is on Him. I am now pitching for the glory of God. I gave my life to Him and try to live my life to glorify Him in everything that I do, that of course, includes playing baseball. How far my career goes isn't up to me. I hope that God wants me to play this game for a long time, I love to play. I always pray that my desire to have a long career is His will, but the truth is I just don't know what He has in store for me. What I do know is that I am here today and God put me here today for a reason. If I don't go out and give it everything I have and use every ounce of the ability He gave me to the fullest of my capabilities then I am cheating not only myself and my teammates, but I am cheating Him. And that just doesn't sit well with me. I can admit that at times in the past I had a fear of failure. I pressed trying to get results instead of just playing the game like I knew how. I tried to be too perfect sometimes holding back. I used to think I could control the outcome of my games, but I couldn't. I can work hard, I can be prepared every day to pitch, but after that it is out of my hands. Motivators like money and success run out over time. They can be achieved and then what do you have left? Trying to live your life to glorify God or in this case play baseball to glorify Him is never ending. I draw my strength from God, that is a powerful resource I have never tapped before. R.A. Dickey said something to me that made total sense. He said look at every time you pitch as a form of worship. You are out there in the name of Jesus Christ as your personal Savior. He gave you the ability and talent to be out there for a reason, you owe it to Him to make the most of it. Holding back and not giving it your all is a waste of this gift He has given you. There is no glory in that for Him. One of the greatest lines of scripture that you see a lot through athletes is Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." I saw a special one time on ESPN about Albert Belle. They said he had that verse plastered every where he could. What a great verse in the athletic field and in life, I go to it all the time. I can't tell you how many times over my career I was in a game where I just didn't see a way out and expected the worst. I didn't trust my ability to get out of a tough situation. It wasn't always but it happened. I don't view it like that any more, I just can't. I now know I can do anything through Christ. Will I ever let up a homerun in a crucial situation again? Maybe (probably), but I know that if it is His will for me not to I won't. I rely on Him knowing He has put me in this spot for a specific purpose. There is just a requirement on my part, that is that I work hard at the talent He gave me and that I am prepared to use it the best way I know how. From there great things can happen, but only if you trust God. Abiding in the words of the Lord is not a guarantee of success on the field. What it is though is a promise of a better life, one that never looks back, one that can walk away from any situation knowing I gave it everything I had and I drew my strength from God. He takes over from there and takes us wherever He wishes. If my career ended before I became a Christian I don't think I could honestly say I gave it everything I had. Now I try and make sure not a day goes by that I can't say I did everything I could today to use my talent to glorify, that I took it as far as I could today. Whether it was actually taking the mound that game or just working on keeping my talent sharp. I now believe strong Christians have an advantage on the field because we draw not off the things of this world but from the God who created it. He never runs out, we can't get enough of pleasing Him, it is an awesome thing. I just don't see myself in a position on the field where I think I can't be successful. It could be Barry Bonds in the bottom of the ninth bases loaded no outs, God has me there for a reason (hopefully not to let up a homer) and through Him I know I can accomplish anything. He takes away a lot, if not all, of the anxiety, and the competitor in me is turned up a notch of what I am used to because I am not trying to do it for myself anymore. It's hard for Christians to shake the stereotype of being "soft." I challenege those who believe that to really take a look at the faith and see where we are coming from. Being a gamer isn't about cursing every time you strikeout or mess up. It's about putting God and your team before yourself, giving your 100% on the field but not for personal glory. A team will benfit from the proper, unselfish play of a Christian athlete. Taking the focus off of me and placing it on making the most of my chances on the field will help me to maximize the God given talent I have recieved. How far that will take me in the game I just don't know. What I do know is that I am here today (and hopefully a few more days after that). Joshua 1:9 "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." |
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| Forgiveness August 28, 2002 |
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love what the bible teaches about with this topic. I used to have
vengeance in me. Although it wasn't often it could be nasty. I was one
of those guys who would not always strike back right away but wait for
my moment and make it count. I specifically remember an incident with a
former team from a couple of years ago that I could never get over. I
felt I was treated unjustly and I every chance I had to take a shot or
verbally abuse the party I held responsible I did. What a horrible way
to react. Now as a child of God I strive for a better attitude. The way the bible phrases things sometimes really gets me. Especially when it refers to something Christ does for you but you won't do for others. Forgiveness is a perfect example. Check out Ephesians 4:32 "And be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God in Christ forgave you." God is willing to forgive us for absolutely anything we do through His son Jesus Christ and the sacrifice He made for us. Yet, often we cannot forgive those who do things against us. Sometimes we say that certain things are just unforgivable. Think of the absolute worst action someone could take against you or your family. Can you forgive the person who does that against you? God's word says we are to, if we are going to act like Christians and be Christ-like. God will take care of us and deal with those who go against us and Him. It is not our job to hold grudges or even worse try to gain revenge on our terms. Basically just let it go. Certainly for me, striking back verbally is not pleasing to God. Our words are to lift others up and those around us, not tear them down. Forgiveness may be an area for you that is pushing away from a Christ-like life. It may be deteriorating your relationship with God because you fail to follow what He wants from us in this area. What a better world this would be if we could just forgive each other. We will all make mistakes against one another, but we are to forgive those who trespass against us, just like God has forgiven us. Here are some versus to meditate on. Luke 6:37 "Judge not, and you shall not be judged. Condemn not, and you shall not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven." Colossians 3:13 "bearing with one another, and forgiving one another, if anyone has a complaint against another; even as Christ forgave you, so you also must do." Mark 11:25 "And whenever you stand praying, if you have anything against anyone, forgive him, that your Father in heaven may also forgive you your trespasses." Matthew 6:14 "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you." Call-up I did get called up to Texas back on the 19th of this month. I thank all of you who had been telling me for most of this season that you would be praying for me to get back to the big leagues to be a witness. I am very touched by that. It was emotional for me to get the call, it's my first time in the big leagues as a Christian. To think where I was a month earlier, released from AAA (Memphis) and out of a job. I prayed hard for another chance to glorify Him through this game that I love to play. I just thank the Lord for opportunity He has given me to get back here and I pray that I will never stop living my life and playing this game to glorify Him. I really like it here in Texas and I hope it is the Lord's will for me to stay here for a while. Whatever He has in store for me though, I now know that I can accept the plan and just roll with the future, whatever it may bring. |
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| His
Plan Is Perfect August 14, 2002 |
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a Christian I vowed to put my life in the Lord's hands. I turned it over
to Him, accepting whatever He has in store for my future with love. In
this game, and in life, that can sometimes be easier said then done. How
many times have we thought we deserved a promotion or thought we should
have been somewhere other than where we were? How come sometimes we are
late or early, or unforeseen circumstances change our plans and we find
ourselves somewhere we never expected or wanted to be? It is our nature to want things on our terms and to question why they don't go according to our plans or desires. We have to understand that the Lord has a plan for us. Sometimes after the fact it is easy for us to see why, even though we were blind to it at the time. Other times we still can't understand why something happened that wasn't what we wanted. God's plan is perfect and we will not always be able to comprehend why He puts us in some of the places and situations He does. The point is we are not to question the plan. I heard a story the other day that drove this lesson home. It touched me deeply. I am hope it does the same for you. R.A. Dickey is a fellow pitcher and Christian on my team here in Oklahoma City. I have a lot of respect for him because his faith is strong and I can look to him for help when I need it regarding Christianity. This story he told me provides such a strong valuable lesson that I hope I will remember it always and never again question what the Lord has in store for me. At the end of the 2001 minor league season R.A. had thought he had put himself in a great position for a September call-up. R.A. had a solid campaign in AAA and he felt he was going to get a look in September when the major leagues teams can expand their roster from 25 men to as many 40. R.A. didn't get the call-up he was expecting and was a little discouraged. The pitching coach didn't have an answer for him, but he also felt that R.A. deserved the chance in September. R.A. headed back to Nashville, TN for the off-season to begin. About 2 weeks into September R.A. was asked to speak at a Fellowship for Christian Athletes meeting. The meeting was attended by about 40 students from his old high school and some other people. R.A. spoke about his faith and what the Lord has done in his life. At the end of the meeting he invited anyone who had not accepted Jesus Christ as personal Savior to do so now quietly to themselves with him. He lead the group in the sinner's prayer. R.A. later learned that a 17 year old boy from his high school had said the prayer, admitted he was a sinner, and asked Jesus Christ to come into his life and take it over. After the FCA meeting the boy had gone to a Mr. Gatti's pizza with a few of his friends who had also attended the meeting. He had told his friends the good news that he had said the prayer with R.A. They were happy for him and welcomed him into the Lord's family as they were Christians too. Unfortunately the story does not end there. On the drive home from the pizza place the 17 year old boy flipped his car over while driving and died that night. Only a few hours earlier the boy had heard the speech from R.A. that inspired him to turn his life over to God. The story serves as both one of tragedy and inspiration. The obvious tragedy is that the boy lost his life at such a young age. The great news of the story is that we as Christians know that the boy is with Jesus Christ right now and that we will see him when we get to heaven. God's plan is perfect. The desire of R.A.'s heart was to be in the big leagues in September. The Lord had a different plan, He needed R.A. to lead one of His beloved children to Him. We can't question God's plan for us. Sometimes it is as clear as day to see why He has done certain things in our life, like with R.A. last September. Other times we cannot comprehend the meaning of the plan. The point is never to question it, love the Lord and what He does with your life. When you completely turn it over to Him you can be assured that He will love you and use you. |
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| Time
To Pray August 6, 2002 |
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How important is prayer? I have been reading a lot of Jim Cymbala lately. He looks at his church's Tuesday night prayer meetings as important, if not more important, than his Sunday sermons. I am still in the middle of Fresh Wind Fresh Fire and it is amazing to read about how the power of prayer has worked in the Brooklyn Tabernacle. Last time I wrote about the importance of a continuing relationship with Jesus Christ and ways to attain that. Prayer was one of the ways. Prayer is our private time with God when we ask Him to lift up others and ourselves. Repeatedly in the bible we hear about all the great episodes of prayer and sometimes the Lord's response: "So Abraham prayed to God; and God healed Abimelech, his wife, and his female servants" - Genesis 20:17 "Then the people cried out to Moses, and when Moses prayed to the LORD, the fire was quenched." - Numbers 11:2 There is nothing our God can't do. This is the same God that parted the Red Sea. I used to think that when things were OK that I shouldn't ask God for anything. After reading the Prayer of Jabez my attitude changed. It's a great little book. God's blessings are infinite. You do not have a blessings bank with limited amount of withdrawals. It is OK to ask. After I got released from the Cardinals back on the 22nd I went home to Texas. Seeing my family and having a few days off was pretty nice. There was still plenty of time left in the season and I wanted to pitch some more this summer. After my 6th day at home I started to get anxious although I didn't want my family pick up on it. When the 7th day came I threw it on the Lord, just like He wants us to. I kept praying and asking Him to take the anxiety away from me, to give me another shot this season, I really wanted to pitch and I wanted to do it in His name. I knew I had plenty left in my arm and if He wanted me to keep playing, if that was His will, then let me have a job the rest of the season. The morning of the 8th day I was really struggling. I went to the gym to work out and although I was getting a good workout in, I spent most of my time talking to God, praying. You can pray anywhere. I continued my prayer for help, for yet another opportunity to go and pitch again and to do it all the glorify Him. I was to the point where I was all but begging the Lord on my drive home. I got home about 12:30 in the afternoon. By the time the afternoon was over I was on a 5:30 flight to Oklahoma City to play for the Texas Rangers AAA club. I was elated and I knew that the Lord had heard me and answered my prayer. I couldn't have been more grateful and I try to remind myself to never forget how I felt on the morning of that 8th day. Sometimes God will answer our prayers immediately like He did with Abraham and Moses. Sometimes they are answered after delay (Luke 18:7). Sometimes the Lord answers us differently from our desires. 2 COR 12:8-9 ...I pleaded with the Lord three times that it might depart from me (thorn in the flesh). And He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness." We do know that prayer should be offered up in faith & Spirit, with heart, soul, holiness, humility, truth, desire to be heard and desire to be answered. John 15:7 is great Scripture to support proper prayer. Jesus says, "If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, you will ask what you desire, and it shall be done by you." When you abide in the Lord you will want what He wants, when you do not abide in Him we will want what we want. That is why He says to abide in Him and what you desire will be done. Every time time I pray I ask the Lord one thing consistently, more than anything in this world I want to be used greatly of God. I ask Him, as in Jabez, to "enlarge my territory." That is, to help me reach the greatest number of people with the good news of Jesus Christ as Savior. Ultimately, I think it is what we should all desire most from God. Another aspect I think is important is to take the focus off what we sometimes want and what others need. One of the greatest things we can do when we pray is to pray for our enemies. The bible teaches us to do that. Sound impossible? I challenge you to try it. I have and I can tell you it is a unique experience. Think of someone who has trespassed against you, someone you may have hatred for (although we are supposed to hate no one), then pray for that person, ask the Lord to lift that person up, bless them and ask Him to take the feelings you have for that person away from you. Putting the focus on an adversary in prayer will be most commendable to God and will be a sign of a strengthening faith that will bring you closer to Christ. All this thinking I have been doing about prayer got me thinking about a prayer list for the web page. I have gotten e-mails all the time asking for prayers for people. I think it is a good idea to start a list here in my "internet ministry." How great it would be to know that all the viewers of the web page are taking 15-20 minutes out of a day maybe twice a week to pray for the people on the prayer list. We all know people that could use the blessing of the Lord, especially ourselves. If you don't want to use a name, use initials, the Lord knows who we are talking about. I strongly encourage you to send your own name too if there is anything you are struggling with. I hope I hear from you, there is no request too small or too big for the Lord and I think the humility that comes along with asking others to pray for us is pleasing to Him. |
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Never Knew You - The Importance of a Continuing Personal Relationship
with Jesus Christ July 26, 2002 |
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book of Revelations can be very interesting and at the same time very
scary. In Chapter 2 of Revelations Jesus writes a letter to the church
Ephesus. Jesus tells them that He knows their works, their labor, their
patience, and He is aware that they cannot bear evil. "Nevertheless",
Jesus says, "I have this against you, that you have left your first
love. Remember therefore from where you have fallen, repent and do the
first works, or else I will come to you quickly and remove your
lampstand from it's place - unless you repent." (v.4-5) As a new Christian I am starting to get a sense of exactly what Christ is telling us here. That first time we fall in love, maybe as a teenager, we have those strong feelings, we are head over heels, we'd do just about anything to please the person we are in love with. Eventually over time those feelings subside, and that probably goes for each and every time we fall in love. But what about the first time we fall in love with Jesus? Is that any different? Jesus tells us it should not be. Unfortunately, for most of us it probably is the same. When you first become a Christian and invite Christ into your life you have these incredible strong feelings for your personal Savior. As we settle back in to everyday life we may begin to lose some of those initial strong feelings and the relationship lacks what it once had. This is exactly what happened to the people of Ephesus. They still loved Jesus, they did so much in His name, but they "left their first love" which is Him. Knowing Christ and keeping that continual relationship with Him is crucial. Check out Luke 13:22-30. One of those following Christ asks Him, "Lord, are there few who are saved?" Jesus responded to that by saying (paraphrased): Strive to enter the narrow gate, many will not make it. The Master of the house will lock the doors and many will remain standing on the outside. They will say to Me, 'Lord, open for us', and He will say to them, 'I do not know you, where are you from'. Those standing outside the gates of heaven will say: 'We ate and drank in Your presence and You taught in our streets'. He will say to them 'I tell you I do not know you, depart from Me you evil doers.' That is an eye opener. It is easy to get comfortable in our relationship with Christ, almost lazy. These verses demonstrate how important it is to not let that happen. Another parallel verse that touches on this topic is Matthew 7:21-23. So how do we keep that continual relationship going, never losing those strong spiritual feelings when we first come to Christ? There are many ways. I think one thing that I try to do is remind myself what Jesus' sacrifice was about daily. I am a sinner, you are a sinner. Sin is punishable by death, bloodshed. Christ was not a sinner, He was the only man to ever walk the earth that did not sin. He went up on the cross, took all of our sins, past, present, and future, and took the punishment we deserve, for us. He died for our sins, so we did not have to and so that our sins could be forgiven, thus the gates of heaven opened for us. That is a pretty powerful thing, the ultimate sacrifice. Other ways to stay strong in that relationship is to get into the Word daily. I do my best to make sure that I read some of the bible everyday. That is not to say I do, but I want to. Staying in His word will keep us close to Him. Fellowship among other Christians is helpful too, it is always good to have others to lean on and others to be accountable to. That keeps us honest. And finally, of course, praying. Talking to your Savior, repenting sins, praying for others and thanking Him for the blessings you have received is a great way to keep that close and personal relationship with Him so that when it is our turn to stand in front of the gates of heaven He does not tell us "I never knew you, depart from Me." (Matthew 7:23) Top |
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Murmurring July 17, 2002 |
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phrase that has become a little joke between me and a couple of the
other Christian guys on the team. If you knew anything about me and my
days in Detroit you know I used to complain about a lot of things that
were going on with the organization. As I look back it is embarrassing
to recall my actions, it was not a reflection of my true character and I
let a tough situation get the best of me. The minor leagues can be
difficult, there are a lot of frustrating moments over the course of the
season and the dog days of August are just around the corner. The minor
leagues are no picnic. It is easy to become negative and complain,
especially at this time of year. When I feel the urge coming on I will
sometimes say in a loud voice "no murmuring" as it says in the
bible. It helps me let the moment pass without complaining most of the
time, or at least I get a chuckle from somebody who hears me. It's kind
of like when Frank Constanza (Seinfeld) would yell "Serenity now,
serenity now!" But what if you have a boss you disagree with or
disrespects you, surely God would want you to stand up for yourself,
right? I opened my bible today right to this passage and began reading, it was a good piece of scripture that I know I could use so I thought I would share it with you: Submissive to Masters... 1 Peter 2:18-20 "Servants be submissive to your masters with all fear, not only to the good and gentle, but also to the harsh. For this is commendable, if because of conscience toward God one endures grief, suffering wrongfully. For what credit is it, if when you are beaten for your faults, you take it patiently? But when you do good and suffer, if you take it patiently, this is commendable before God." Tough one to swallow there. Be submissive, bite that tongue, not just to the good boss, supervisor, teacher, coach, or manager, the one that treats you well, but also to the real tough one too, the one who may reprimand you when you know you have done no wrong. I am sure just about everyone of us has had a superior that was not a nice person that didn't treat us respectfully. How do we handle those people in a way that pleases God? By being submissive, by "doing all things without complaining and disputing, that you may become blameless and harmless, children of God without fault in the midst of a crooked and perverse generation, among whom you shine as lights of the world..." (Philippians 2:14-15). When you are treated unfairly by a superior God says it is commendable when we accept the poor treatment with faith in God's sovereign care, rather than responding in anger, hostility, discontentment, pride, or rebellion. I know I could use a lot of work in this area, but it is a huge help when I read God inspired words on topics like these. And don't worry, God addresses the masters too, check out Ephesians 6:9. |
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Does God Let Bad Things Happen? July 11, 2002 |
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have been giving this question a lot of thought lately and it is a
difficult one to answer. Many non-believers ask if God is so great and
powerful, why doesn't He just solve all the world's problems? Why
doesn't He just end world hunger, why does He let tragedy happen? I have
my own perspective and am also going to give you something I read
recently. As far as issues like world hunger and poverty go I do believe God had given us the ability to solve the problem. He has given us free will to make decisions in the world. Do you think if we as a world put all of our resources together we could solve world hunger, along with many other economic needs of the world? I do. But we choose not to. It is our choice as inhabitants of this earth to not solve the problems of the world, we put oursleves before God and others. Our self-serving attitude has prevented us from becoming servants to each other. We created these problems because of the decisons we make as a capitalistic society and as memebers of this society we choose not to correct the problem. I just recently read a great piece that was forwarded to me by e-mail on the subject of why God would let something like September 11th happen. I think it is worth reading: Billy Graham's daughter was interviewed on the Early Show and Jane Clayson asked her "How could God let something like this happen?" ( regarding the attacks on Sept. 11 ). Anne Graham gave an extremely profound and insightful response. She said "I believe God is deeply saddened by this, just as we are, but for years we've been telling God to get out of our schools, to get out of our government and to get out of our lives. And being the gentleman He is, I believe He has calmly backed out. How can we expect God to give us His blessing and His protection if we demand He leave us alone?" In light of recent events...terrorists attack, school shootings, etc. I think it started when Madeleine Murray O'Hare (she was murdered, her body found recently) complained she didn't want prayer in our schools, and we said OK. Then someone said you better not read the Bible in school... the Bible says thou shalt not kill, thou shalt not steal, and love your neighbor as yourself. And we said OK. Then Dr. Benjamin Spock said we shouldn't spank our children when they misbehave because their little personalities would be warped and we might damage their self-esteem (Dr. Spock's son committed suicide). We said an expert should know what he's talking about. And we said OK. Then someone said teachers and principals better not discipline our children when they misbehave. The school administrators said no faculty member in this school better touch a student when they misbehave because we don't want any bad publicity, and we surely don't want to be sued (there's a big difference between disciplining, touching, beating, smacking, humiliating, kicking, etc.). And we said OK. Then someone said, let's let our daughters have abortions if they want, and they won't even have to tell their parents. And we said OK. Then some wise school board member said, since boys will be boys and they're going to do it anyway, let's give our sons all the condoms they want so they can have all the fun they desire, and we won't have to tell their parents they got them at school. And we said OK. Then some of our top elected officials said it doesn't matter what we do in private as long as we do our jobs. Agreeing with them, we said it doesn't matter to me what anyone, including the President, does in private as long as I have a job and the economy is good. Then someone said let's print magazines with pictures of nude women and call it wholesome, down-to-earth appreciation for the beauty of the female body. And we said OK. And then someone else took that appreciation a step further and published pictures of nude children and then further again by making them available on the Internet. And we said OK, they're entitled to free speech. Then the entertainment industry said, let's make TV shows and movies that promote profanity, violence, and illicit sex. Let's record music that encourages rape, drugs, murder, suicide, and satanic themes. And we said it's just entertainment, it has no adverse effect, nobody takes it seriously anyway, so go right ahead. Now we're asking ourselves why our children have no conscience, why they don't know right from wrong, and why it doesn't bother them to kill strangers, their classmates, and themselves. Probably, if we think about it long and hard enough, we can figure it out. I think it has a great deal to do with "WE REAP WHAT WE SOW." Funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell. Funny how we believe what the newspapers say, but question what the Bible says. Funny how you can send 'jokes' through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing. Funny how lewd, crude, vulgar and obscene articles pass freely through cyberspace, but public discussion of God is suppressed in the school workplace and sometimes the home. |
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One Knows the Day or Hour June 30, 2002 |
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24:36-44 NKJV) (V.38-39) "...they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day Noah entered the ark, and did not know until the flood came and took them away..." (V.40-42) "Then two men will be in the field: one will be taken and the other left. Two women will be grinding at the mill: one will be taken one will be left. Watch therefore, for you do not know what hour your Lord is coming. (V.43-44) "But know this, that if the master of the house had known the hour the thief would come, he would have watched and not allowed his house to be broken into. Therefore you also be ready for the Son of Man is coming at an hour you do not expect." I read this passage recently and thought what a great piece of Scripture for the uncertainty in the world, especially lately. First September 11th, then the tragic passing of Darryl Kile, and recently a close friend of my family passed away at the age of 33 on Thursday, after not feeling well on Monday. It was cancer and it came that fast. What is the message here? A reminder that we get all too often in this world, we just don't know when our time will come. What would you different today if you knew the Lord was coming for you tomorrow? Would you get right with Him? Then why wait? How do we prepare for the afterlife? How can we be guaranteed that we will go to heaven? Check out this verse: "...that if you confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved." (Romans 10:9) There is your answer. How awesome! I believe versus 40-42 are referring to the rapture, for those on earth when Christ returns. Believers are the ones who will be "taken" to heaven, while those without faith in Jesus Christ will remain to be judged. Scary stuff. The last book of the bible, Revelations, gives great insight to the end of the world. I like the reference to the thief. Sure, if we knew a thief was coming to rob our home, and at what time, we would be able to prevent the robbery. That is not possible, much like we don't know when our time will come when we will leave this world and go before God. I encourage you to get into the Word and get prepared. |
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Update Since Posting My Testimony June 22, 2002 |
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| Thank
you all for so many of the encouraging e-mails I have received regarding
my new found faith. It has been nice to hear from you all, especially
those who were stagnant believers who said they needed a lift. I can't
tell you how many people have told me that they just "felt an urge"
to check out my web page. When they did many of the them told me that it
was just what they needed. I think it's easy to get comfortable in your
faith and we are here to revitalize each other. I was glad that I could
do that for some of you. I have also heard from people who maybe do not have strong faith but are curious about God and the life of Jesus Christ and what it means to have Him as your personal savior. I welcome any and all questions, I am not an expert, but I will do my best to answer them. It is our duty as Christians to encourage each other and spread the Word. I am more than happy to do that with you. So please keep the questions coming. I was reluctant to leave New Orleans but I think it has worked out for the best. Memphis is a great place to play and I am enjoying it here. As far as opportunity goes, I have put that in the Lord's hands, all I can do is go out and be ready to pitch everyday. What happens after that is up to Him. I have just read a really interesting book called Terrorism, Jihad, and the Bible by John MacArthur. I couldn't put it down and read it in 2 days. It's only about 100 pages long. If you really want to know about the conflicts in the Middle East and what motivates terrorists to do things like what happened on September 11th I strongly recommend this book. Some people say that what happened on September 11th had nothing to do with the bible, I challenge you to read this book and I guarantee you will know differently. There is great insight to the Muslim world in this book. Here is a link to the book where they sell it for $8 if you are interested. |
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